Theresa Luu

You are beautiful.

Every morning I wale up smiling to the

fact that you are still sleeping sometimes.. and

blah blah blah

you are cute

I love you!

Haha

Memories of those Special Moments....

These past couple of days had made me realize all the special moments I have had in my life, and how they play a big part of my life. From the moment I have lifted up to the sky I feel that moment will last forever, but sadly to say these things have an end. Its been two years of college now, and I have met the most interesting people ever. Chinese 101-202. What great memories to reminisce on. Those times someone would say something stupid in class, and we would talk so much crap about it, even though we don't mean much by it. How we would always compare our grades to see who had the best score, though it was a fail since we all knew who would get a high score. Its weird, today it felt like we all graduated High School again. A feeling of losing the most amazing people, and will never see each other again unless its planned. How much will change after today? Where will we be? Question that I will only see in the future. Hope everyone has a safe summer.

On another note.

I don't know why but I have been thinking so much about the future. I ask myself where do I see myself? Whom do I see me with? Though those questions should be easy to answer, it is still difficult to answer them with 100% of knowing they are true. Life seems to be going well, but sometimes I feel like giving up. Talking about it seems useless because I don't know what to do. I guess I should just see where it takes me. I wish I knew what the right choices are. I don't want to lose all that I have, and I definitely don't want to forget everything.

Wish me Luck.

When It Comes To It?

Lately the topic of religion has constantly been bothering me. I really don't have a preference of which I believe in because majority of the ideals I integrate in my life are based off from different religion; though some are the same. So this brings me to the conclusion of when it comes to it I don't know which I should choose.

I hate when the best things in life have a catch. FTW rawr.

Again and Again

Lately, I have been having these weird dreams that seem to have the same meaning over and over again. It sometimes makes me wonder," is that who i am" or are they just warnings for what is to come. People might think I am crazy, but you can never be too careful. I remember majority of times when I dream certain things happen from them in real life. Its crazy yet intriguing. No, I don't think I am a psychic or anything; just a normal person whom seems to be thinking about these things a lot.

Well school has started for me again. What a busy schedule I have this semester. I take on my greatest enemy of all times, English. So much reading .... so far behind, and its only the third week how depressing is that. Wish I could have more time, but sadly my mind is not on all that right now. I know, I am crazy...I should be focused and should be studying like no other to conquer my enemies, but nope.

I am 20. I feel old.

You know those times when you look back about yourself you either feel remorseful about your past yourself or proud. Well, looking back I have done some pretty stupid things. Things that I cannot believe that I would do, but I did. How sad. Though the worst part is is that some people still believe I am that same person;player,nerd,anti-social, etc. Times when I bump into old comrades I always look at the eyes first to determine what they are thinking. Usually its the, "shit its him" look and often play it off with "oh hey .. long time no see" You know I am an analytic...or so I say, but these things are obvious. Unless I am just over thinking everything, but who knows.

My life is what it is. Sometimes I wished I could just. But it cant be helped maybe I just think a lot sometimes not the right things. Hopefully in life I will be able to smile all the time with no story behind it. Just a real smile.

2010

2009 at the peak of your end you have made me happy for having the friends I have. All those good times with them.

2010 you have failed me. I started yet again with not a smile but a frown. What sorrow...

theres not much to say when you cant smile.